Milkman decides he wants to leave town and start on his own. He asks his father to stake him in his endeavor and promises to return after a while and help his father with the business. Macon doesn't want Milkman to leave. He has come to rely on him for taking care of his business. As Milkman is trying to convince his father, he tells about the sack Pilate has hanging from the ceiling of her house. Macon gets excited about it and tells Milkman the story of its origins.
According to Macon, when his and Pilate's father died, they went to Circe, an old woman who was the midwife for both of them and who worked for some rich, white farmers outside of Danville. She harbored them for six days trying to think of a plan to get them to safety. Since Macon had seen the men who killed his father, he couldn't be seen for fear that he would be killed also. Pilate and Macon go crazy locked up in the third floor room all those days because they are so used to living a free, country life. They decided that after Pilate's ear healed from the new earring she has made for herself, they would leave. They leave without telling Circe where they're going and they only take a knife and a tin cup.
At first they're very happy outside, but soon they begin to be afraid. They wander in a general southerly direction, hoping to end up in Virginia where Macon thinks their mother had family. One day, they see the ghost of their father sitting down on a post. He looks past them in such a way that they become scared and run. This scene is repeated over and over all during the next three days. Finally, they end up at the mouth of a cave. They see their father's ghost again, but this time, it is beckoning them to come inside. They decide to sleep in the cave that night. The next morning, Macon gets up early to relieve his bowels and as he finishes he sees an old man asleep on the ground against the wall of the cave. He is so frightened that he grabs a rock and throws it at the man. The rock makes the man's head bleed. He starts after Macon and Macon throws more rocks at him. Finally, he reaches for the knife and stabs the man over and over until he dies. Before he dies, he asks what seems like "What for?"
Macon tries to get the blanket the man was sleeping on to cover him, but as he is standing by the bedroll, he sees a shallow pit filled with bags full of gold. He gets excited and tells Pilate they must take the gold and they will have no more worries. She refuses to let him take it, saying it would be stealing. They fight and she gets the knife and holds it to his chest. He runs out of the cave and waits outside. That evening, hunters come and Macon runs into the forest. Three days later he works his way back to the cave to find Pilate and the gold gone.
Macon tells Milkman he knows Pilate stole the gold. He says he used
to think Pilate had spent all of it in the twenty years between the time
he left her at the cave and the time she came to town with her daughter
and granddaughter. Now he thinks she has it in the canvas bag hanging
from her ceiling. Macon tells Milkman to get it and he will be able to
keep half of it and then leave town as he wants to.
The cause of the rupture in the relationship between Macon and Pilate
is finally revealed, at least his version of it. Macon's life revolves
around money. It's not surprising that the reason he left his twelve-year
old sister and the reason he now thinks she is a snake has to do with
money he thinks she stole from him.
Milkman and Guitar discuss the ways they will spend the money when the gold is converted into cash. Milkman had gone to Guitar with the story, telling him they could get it and then split it with his father three ways. Macon doesn't know about this plan, but Milkman decides Macon will have to agree to it after the fact of the robbery. Guitar fantasizes all the things he can get for his family. Milkman fantasizes about ways to get out of town: cars, boats, and planes.
He realizes his fantasies ring hollow. He doesn't have a great desire for the gold. Guitar questions him about why he is so cautious about stealing the gold from Pilate. Guitar thinks the theft will be utterly easy since they will only be going against three women. He pushes Milkman to give him an answer and then in frustration he tells Milkman to live his life. The sound of these words make Milkman realize he's never had a goal before. He begins to feel a self emerge in him. This is the kind of escapade he could one day tell at the barbershop. He's never done anything worth telling before except hitting his father and that isn't something a person tells a bunch of bored old men sitting around a barbershop.
They agree to meet that night at one in the morning. They step into
Pilate's kitchen and are shocked at how intensely cold it is in contrast
to the warm air outside. The moon suddenly shines into the room and Milkman
stands on Guitar's hand to pull the sack down. It's tied with wire and
it's a bit of a struggle to get it down. When it is released from its
hold, a sigh escapes, but both men think it is the other man. Another
sigh escapes as they hoist it out the window. As Guitar is pulling it
through the window from Milkman's hands, he thinks he sees the figure
of a man standing behind Milkman. As they run off, Pilate looks out her
window and wonders why they want that sack. Then she picks a splinter
from the window sill and chews on it.
While Guitar and Milkman are talking about what they will do with the money
and how they will get the gold out of Pilate's house, they see a white
peacock in a car lot. When Milkman asks Guitar why it can't fly, Guitar
explains that the bird has too much for a tail, too much treasure, and
that in order to fly, one has to lighten one's load. Morrison uses this
white peacock to emblematize Milkman's dilemma. He wants to leave town,
but having always had all he needs, he has no drive to make a life for
himself independently from his father's money. It is Milkman who needs
to get rid of the baggage of materialism in order to fly free. The bag,
which is supposed to hold gold, actually holds bones, as is indicated
with all the conventional ghostly signs: the cold air, the heavy sighs,
and the image of the man standing behind Milkman. Obviously, Milkman's
plan to escape the past by use of the gold is not going to work. Instead
of escaping the past, he's digging the past up.
Clapsaddle, Diane. "TheBestNotes on A Long Way Gone".
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