The next morning sees a sunny day. Lawrence Selden is hurrying to her boarding house. He has realized that he loves her and can make his way around all the social conventions that have kept him from her. When he gets to her house, he is surprised to find Gerty Farish there. He is frozen with fear at what has happened. He and Gerty climb the three flights of stairs and when they get to Lily's room, he sees a semblance of her lying on the bed. He goes to her and kneels beside her bed. Gerty tells him they have only a short time to deal with Lily's things before the coroner comes. She tells him they found a bottle of chloral beside her bed and had concluded that she had accidentally taken an overdose. Gerty leaves Lawrence alone in the room.
He goes to her desk and looks through her things. He finds a letter
addressed to the bank and another addressed to Gus Trenor. Upon seeing
the latter, he feels the condemnation of Lily return to him. He can't
believe that after seeing him the night before she had written to Gus
Trenor. Then he looks through her check book and finds that she had gotten
the legacy and had paid all but a few dollars of it to creditors, the
largest sum of which was paid to Gus Trenor. Then he realizes what had
happened. He realizes she had borrowed from Gus Trenor but had paid it
as soon as possible even though paying it meant destitution. He goes back
to her bedside and kneels beside her. He realizes they never could have
been together since they were raised with such different values. He bends
over her and "in the silence there passed between them the word which
made all clear."
The last chapter vindicates Lily in the eyes of Lawrence Selden, the one person
who mattered to her, and it also vindicates Lawrence Selden in the eyes
of any reader who might be inclined to condemn him for not coming to the
rescue sooner. He has rushed to her boarding house to rescue her and has
found that she is dead. Wharton seems to want the reader not to blame
him for being so late in coming to Lily. At the end, she gives him the
illumination that it is neither of their fault that they never could get
together. "All the conditions of life had conspired to keep them
apart; since his very detachment from the external influences which swayed
her had increased his spiritual fastidiousness, and made it more difficult
to live and love uncritically." They were conditioned to find each
other attractive in some strong way, but also conditioned in such a way
that they would never be able to live together. Lily was drawn to the
material luxuries and Lawrence is detached from them.
Clapsaddle, Diane. "TheBestNotes on A Long Way Gone".
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