The page numbers listed refer to The Fixer by Bernard Malamud,
published by Farrar, Straus, and Giroux, New York, 1966. The page numbers
in parenthesis are from Bernard Malamud's The Fixer published by
Dell Publishing Co., Inc.
1.) The son had lived through a pogrom when he was a schoolboy,
a three-day Cossack raid. On the third morning when the houses were still
smoldering and he was led, with a half dozen other children, out of a
cellar where they had been hiding he saw a black-bearded Jew with a white
sausage stuffed into his mouth, lying in the road on a pile of bloody
feathers, a peasant's pig devouring his arm. p. 4-5 (p.
10)
We learn that life has been difficult for Yakov Bok since he was young.
2.) So why, if you'll excuse me, did you stop sleeping with her
for months? Is that a way to treat a wife?
It was more like weeks but how long can a man sleep with a barren woman?
I got tired of trying.
Why didn't you go to the rabbi when I begged you?
Let him stay out of my business and I'll stay out of his. All in all
he's an ignorant man.
Charity you were always short of, the peddler said.
Shmuel and Bok on p.6 (p. 11)
Here, in a few sentences, we are exposed to Yakov Bok's outlook on life.
He is upset because his life is not going as he wants it to go. He does
not think that religion will help to straighten it out. He does not have
sympathy for others because he has not been shown sympathy.
3.) ...I was practically born an orphan--my mother died ten minutes
later and you know what happened to my poor father. If somebody said Kaddish
for them it wasn't me till years later. If they were waiting outside the
gates of heaven it was a long cold wait, if they're not still waiting....
Bok talking to Shmuel on p. 6 (p. 11)
Bok thinks that, if he stays where he is, his life will be like his parents'
lives, difficult and short.
4.) ...Torah I had little of and Talmud less, though I learned
Hebrew because I've got an ear for language... Bok to Shmuel
on p. 6 (p. 11)
Yakov has not been taught much about his religion. But, he is proud that
he has educated himself. That education includes Hebrew.
5.) ....As for those that look like they've got class, take another
look. Viskover, the Nogid, is in my eyes a common man. All he's got is
rubles and when he opens his mouth you can hear them clink...
Bok to Shmuel on p. 6 (p. 11)
Bok is self-educated and chooses to look down on those who are not educated,
even if they are rich.
6.) He had kept his tools and a few books: Smirnovsky's Russian
Grammar, an elementary biology book, Selections from Spinoza, and a battered
atlas at least twenty-five years old. p. 8 (p. 13)
Here we see where Bok's interests are focused. He wants to speak to
a wide range of people so he can educate himself. In his part of the world,
the Russian language is very useful for that purpose. He wants to go to
a better place. For that, the atlas is a good choice. Spinoza's ideas
get him started thinking about important issues. Later, he will be glad
that he studied Spinoza.
7.) ....The shtetl is a prison, no change from the days of Khmelnitsky.
It moulders and the Jews moulder in it. Here we are all prisoners, I don't
have to tell you.... Bok on p. 11 (p. 15)
This statement foreshadows Bok's long prison stay.
8.) What's in the world, Shmuel said, is in the shtetl--people,
their trials, worries, circumstances. But, here at least God is with us.
He's with us until the Cossacks come galloping, then he's elsewhere....
Shmuel, then Bok on p. 12 (p. 16)
At this point, Bok is not happy with God. God does not seem to have
any time for him and he feels the same way.
Later, on page 232 (page 190), Bok mentions that God was on the other
side of his mountain when Jesus needed him.
9.) There are no wrong books. What is wrong is the fear of them.
Bok on p. 13 (p. 16)
This statement by Bok is as true today as it was in the early twentieth
century, as true in every country as it was in Bok's country, Russia.
10.) All I have now in this miserable town is a beggarly existence.
Now, I'll try Kiev. If I can live there decently, that's what I'll do.
If not, I'll make sacrifices, save up, and head for Amsterdam for a boat
to America. To sum it up, I have little, but I have plans.
Bok on p. 13 (p. 16)
Yakov has no idea of what is in store for him. In prison, his life will
be much worse than it has been.
11.) Shmuel drew out of his pocket an embroidered cloth bag.
Don't forget these, he said embarrassed. I found them in your drawer
before we left.
In the bag was another containing phylacteries. There was also a prayer
shawl and a prayer book. Raisl, before they were married, had made the
bag out of a piece of her dress and embroidered it with the tablets of
the Ten Commandments. p. 17 (p. 19)
Shmuel is like a pillar for Bok and vice versa. Because Shmuel feels
close to God, he wants Bok to also feel close to God.
12.) Don't talk like a meshummed. Stay a Jew, Yakov, don't give
up our God.
A meshummed gives up one God for another. I don't want either. We live
in a world where the clock ticks fast while he's on his timeless mountain
staring in space. He doesn't see us and he doesn't care. Today, I want
my piece of bread, not in Paradise. Shmuel, then Bok,
p. 17 (p. 20)
This is more of Bok's negative attitude toward God. We will see Bok's
attitude change over time. Here we are discovering from where he starts.
13.) ...But, the truth of it is I dislike politics, though don't
ask me why. What good is it if you're not an activist? I guess it's my
nature. I incline toward the philosophical although I don't know much
about anything. Bok speaking p. 17 (p. 20)
Bok does not want to become religious like Shmuel is. He thinks that
politics might be more useful than religion. But, the trouble is that
he is not interested in politics.
14.) ...You can take my word--the time's not far off when everything I say, we will do, because our Lord, who they crucified, wants his rightful revenge. He dropped an oar and crossed himself.
Yakov fought an impulse to do the same. His bag of prayer things
fell with a plop into the Dnieper and sank like lead. Quote
from the boatman who takes Bok across the river p. 28 (p. 29)
Yakov will meet many people with beliefs like those of the boatman.
Yakov thinks that the boatman and others like him would not like to see
him with religious items. Later, when he is in prison, some of those who
want him to be guilty of the crime of which he will be accused will encourage
him to look and act Jewish.
15.) Papa, said his daughter, we owe thanks to this good man
for assisting you after your accident. He found you face down in the snow.
If not for him you would have smothered. Zinaida talking to her
father about Bok p.34 (p. 34 [the same page number])
Later, Zinaida (Zina) will speak against Yakov. Here we hear what she
has to say about him soon after they meet.
16.) .....I light the samovar, read, write letters to old friends
and crochet. Papa says I make the most remarkable lace doilies. He marvels
at the intricacy of the patterns. But most of the time, she sighed, to
tell the truth, it can be dreadfully lonely. Zinaida talking
to Bok p. 44 (p. 42)
Zinaida is describing to Yakov how she spends her evenings and how she
feels about it.
17.) Though beset by self-doubt and every kind of fear, Yakov
was thinking this might be his important chance. A few months' experience
at this kind of work and other opportunities might open up for him. I'll
think it over carefully, he said, but before Nikolai Maximovitch had
descended the stairs, he had accepted. p. 48 (p. 45)
It is understandable that Yakov would be eager to jump into what appears
to be, at last, a fortunate opportunity for him.
18.) I didn't know your condition. Excuse me, I had no idea.
You didn't mention it, though I realize it's personal.
But surely you know this is the safest time? Zina said. And there's
no inconvenience to speak of, the flow stops the minute we begin. Excuse
me, some can but I can't.
He was thinking of his wife's modesty during her period
and until she had been to the baths, but could not say that to Zina.
Excuse me, I'd better be going.
I'm a lonely woman, Yakov Ivanovitch, she cried, have
mercy a little! but he was already dressing and soon left.
Bok and Zinaida p. 52-53 (p. 49)
Later, Zinaida will describe their encounter in the bedroom as the equivalent
of attempted rape.
19.) He would be tried because the accusation had been made, there
didn't have to be another reason. Being born a Jew meant being vulnerable
to history, including its worst errors. Accident and history had involved
Yakov Bok as he had never dreamed he could be involved. The involvement
was, in a way of speaking, impersonal, but the effect, his misery and
suffering, was not. The suffering was personal, painful, and possibly
endless. p. 155 (p. 128)
Yakov, over time, will accept the fact that he represents all Jews.
He will accept the fact that his suffering is personal while his involvement
remains impersonal.
20.) I am innocent, the fixer shouted hoarsely.
No Jew is innocent, least of all a ritual assassin. Furthermore, it is
known you are an agent of the Jewish Kahal, the secret Jewish international
government which is engaged in a subterranean conspiracy with the World
Zionist Organization, the Alliance of Herzl, and the Russian Freemasons.
We also have reason to believe that your masters are dickering with the
British to help you overthrow the legitimate Russian government and make
yourselves rulers of our land and people. We are not exactly naïve.
We know your purposes. We have read the Protocols of the Elders of Zion,'
and the Communist Manifesto,' and fully understand your revolutionary
intentions!
I am not a revolutionist. I am an inexperienced man. Who knows
about such things? I am a fixer. Bok and Prosecuting Attorney
Grubeshov speaking p. 226 (p. 186)
Contrast Grubeshov's complicated accusations with Bok's simple denial.
Yakov just wants to live his life in obscurity. He does not want the role
that is being thrust upon him.
21.) He was sick of their history, destiny, blood guilt.
Regarding Bok p. 227 (p. 187)
Bok knows that he is Jewish, but he does not want to be a symbol for all
Jews. His own burdens are enough. He does not want their burdens.
22.) There was a man crying out in anguish in the dark, but God was on the other side of his mountain. Bok's thoughts as he reads the New Testament (The man mentioned is Jesus) p. 232 (p. 190)
Yakov reads the New Testament that his jailer brings him. In it he discovers
that God was not helpful to Jesus in his time of need in a way similar
to how God seems not to be nearby when Yakov needs his help.
23.) Dear Lord, he prayed, forgive this poor Hebrew for his
sins, and let him forgive us for sinning against him. For if you forgive
men their trespasses, your heavenly father also will forgive you; but,
if you do not forgive their trespasses, neither will your father forgive
your trespasses.'
I forgive no one. A priest comes to Bok's cell and prays
p. 236 (p. 193)
Bok's sharp retort must surely be partly in response to the priest's suggestion
that there is something for which Bok needs forgiveness.
24.) Where there's no fight for it there's no freedom. What is
it Spinoza says? If the state acts in ways that are abhorrent to human
nature it's the lesser evil to destroy it. Bok's thought
p. 335 (p. 271)
Prison seems to have strengthened Yakov. That is not what the authorities expected.
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