Granted stared at Miss Emma in the rear-view mirror as they drove to visit Jefferson in the jail in Bayonne. She was not looking at anything in particular, just thinking. At about two oÂclock they pulled up to the courthouse and waited for a deputy to help them. Miss Emma had brought food and clothes for Jefferson, and both she and Grant emptied out their pockets to show they were trying to smuggle in anything else. A deputy walked them up the stairs and down the corridor, past rows of prisoners who asked for money, to JeffersonÂs cell, where he locked them inside.
Jefferson lay on his bunk staring at the ceiling. Despite Miss EmmaÂs
many attempts to talk with him, he just lay there in silence. She took
the basket and began to lay out the food, hoping that would get his attention.
But Jefferson only muttered ÂIt donÂt matter (Page 73) and continued
to stare up at the ceiling. Ignoring his godmotherÂs pleas for him to
eat, Jefferson asked if they knew when the state was going to execute
him. Jefferson looked at Grant and asked if he was with them, if he was
the one who was going to jerk the switch. Miss Emma didnÂt understand,
but Grant understood perfectly. Finally, Jefferson turned his back to
them and faced the gray concrete wall. He refused to talk anymore. Miss
Emma began to cry as Grant put his arm around her and led her out of the
cell.
Grant dreads the process of entering the jail because the Âsecurity checks because he must subject himself to whatever the Sheriff requires - food check, emptying pockets, even a strip search if they choose. He sees this process as a way of breaking him down into what Antoine calls Âthe nigger you were born to be.Â
During this brief interview, Jefferson and Grant make an eerie yet important
connection. Miss Emma does not understand when Jefferson asks if Grant
will be his executioner, the one who will jerk the switch. Grant, however,
recognizes the terrible meaning and has to look away.
The next few visits were exactly the same. Miss Emma packed a big basket
of food, they walked down the corridor past the other prisoners who asked
for money or food, Jefferson would ignore them for an hour, and Miss Emma
would leave crying. On the fourth visit, Grant pulled up to the house
to pick up Miss Emma, but she wasnÂt waiting for him. His Aunt Tante Lou
informed him that Miss EmmaÂs health would not allow her to go today,
and Grant should go alone. When he entered the house he saw Miss Emma
looked fine. Then he realized that the two women had planned this from
the beginning. They had decided to make him responsible for visiting Jefferson
and trying to lift his spirits. Angry at finding himself in this position,
he lashed out at his aunt. He thought the reason she sent him to university
was so that he could avoid the type of humiliation he endured every time
he visited the prison. Antoine had told him the white man would make him
a nigger, and now he felt his aunt was helping them do exactly that. Aunt
Tante Lou felt sorry for that, but Grant had to go because there was no
one else.
GrantÂs family looks to him for leadership because heÂs a university
graduate and the community teacher. As such, he also bears certain responsibilities
towards the people in the quarter. This is one of the reasons he cannot
make himself leave. As his aunt tells him, if he were to leave Âthere
is no one else to help give the people hope, to pull them out of poverty
and ignorance.
When Grant arrived at the courthouse Sheriff Guidry was in his office for the first time since he had started visiting. The Sheriff pretended not to know who he was, so Grant explained he was there to see Jefferson. Sheriff Guidry reminded Grant that he would stop the visits if Jefferson became agitated. Paul the Deputy led Grant up the stairs and down the corridor to JeffersonÂs cell. Jefferson sat on his bunk with his head lowered. When Grant presented him with the food, he asked for corn because thatÂs what hogs eat. Jefferson said he was just an old hog in his stall getting fat for the slaughter. To make his point, he got down on all fours and buried his face in the bag to eat, even making sounds like a hog.
Disgusted, Grant informed Jefferson he was going back home to tell Miss
Emma that they had talked and ate together, since the truth might kill
her. He asked Jefferson if he wanted the white man to win - the white
man who thought Grant was wasting his time by trying to make Jefferson
understand. But Jefferson remained defiant. It had only been a half hour,
and Grant wanted to leave. But he knew if he didnÂt stay the whole hour
the Sheriff would know they werenÂt getting along and might use that excuse
for stopping the visits. So, he waited in the cell as the minutes dragged
on until the deputy came back to get him.
There is a wide gulf separating Jefferson and Grant. As an educated black
man, Grant is a little contemptuous of JeffersonÂs ignorance and servility.
Grant sees the execution as an opportunity for defiance, to show these
white men that blacks are capable of acting with dignity and self-respect,
even in such a dark hour. Jefferson does not share this vision. In fact,
judging by his animal-like behavior during GrantÂs visit, he seems to
share the white manÂs opinion of himself. Self-pity is the first obstacle
that Grant must overcome to help Jefferson act like a man.
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